“I’ve always been on the outside, watching the world go by, a lonely observer of life, wanting to fit in without becoming something I’m not.”
Christy Ann Martine
“So, we fucking or fighting tonight, fellas? I’m capable of succeeding either, but I’d really like the challenge of doing both.”April Gray 💜
Well, I’m a lot like a drunk squirrel who somehow got onto an interstate, dodging cars.
I’m not religious, I don’t argue politics. I have a strong background in law and I tend to feel deeply passionate about activism and human rights. Somebody’s gotta be, amirite?
On the other hand, I’m a sarcastic, fowl mouthed, outspoken, but very cute and smells good, chic. I also experience moments of complete goofiness. Then again, I have been diagnosed with being bi-polar but that’s a completely different monster of it’s own.
I love literature. Quotes, poems, stories and comedy. I’m a little obsessive about it, probably. But fuck it, better than being a crack head. Although, I don’t know that for sure. People seem to really enjoy crack.
I try to remember to fall in love with life once, every day. Most of the time I don’t fail. I’m an abstract thinker with a brain on overdrive. As of right now this blog is my salvation. I need an outlet.
If Hell were a destination I’d be condemned; I’m sure I am in the minds of a lot of people. But I don’t live in their minds, the only one I’ve ever known is my own. People seem to have a lot of opinions on lives they’ve never lived.
I’m the smartest dumb person I know which gives me just a small advantage. I’m also the most successful failure. Or, of all the failure’s of people I’ve met, I’ve had more success in life than they’ve had. I’ve failed enough to have learned some lessons and succeeded enough to know that I’m capable of doing it.
I’m my worst enemy and my own hero. Tomorrow never comes and the good die young, which definitely makes me not a good person, but someone who is always living in the moment. A walking contradiction. Don’t hold me to any of this later, because at another time I’ll be a different person, than.
💜 April Grey